The night before the attack I was up most of the night sick. That morning I slept in. My morning routine was to wake up go down to the kitchen and turn phone ringer on. That morning I saw my answering machine had a lot of messages. It struck me as odd. Then the messages were even more strange. I pressed the button and began to prepare breakfast. The first was message was an business associate of mine. He said “Christine, I’m so sorry I hope your family is ok?” I looked over at the machine puzzled.Just waking up being groggy didn’t help much. The second message was my Mom. she said “Christine we are fine, but concerned they closed off Long Island we can’t get out.” Please try to call me. In shock by these strange messages. I froze as the last message played. My ex husband screaming “Christine turn the TV on and call me immediately!” At that point I was clueless and concerned about my family. I was living in Charlotte, NC at the time. So hearing Long Island was closed off made my heart race. There had to be an emergency of some sort for that.

Turning on the tevelision the first thing I saw was live coverage of the tower and bodies falling out of it. In shock and disbelief watching I thought it was fake. it looked like a godzilla movie. I ran to grab the phone to call my ex husband. He said “I think we’re at war go get batteries, candles, fill up our gas gallon tanks!” He said “Joe is struck on the bridge coming out of NYC, they are concerned it might get blown up!” Joe was my sister in-laws boyfriend. He said all of the phone lines are out in NY.

I heard loud screaming coming from my TV. I looked up to see the second tower had been hit. I said “David please get home, I just saw the second tower get hit by an airaplane.” We both paused and were at a loss for words. He told me he would try to get home as soon as he could. That I needed to pull myself together and get the supplies he requested.

I decided to walk to get gas gallons to not use any gas in my car. On the way back a man in a very large truck jumped down and said” What are you doing?” I told him “I’m getting gas for our vehicles.” He said “Where will you go?” Then he looked me straight in the eyes with his peircing blue eyes. “Don’t you trust God?” I dropped my gas can I was so taken back by what he said. I was a new Christian, how did he even know believed in God?I said “Yes I do” He said then go home and pray” He jumped back up into his truck. I looked down a split second to grab my gas can. He literally disapeared into thin air. I was visted by an angel. I felt this peace wash over me as I walked home.

Coming in I could hear my phone rining the machine came on, it was my church they were opening the church for anyone that wanted to pray. I immediately went there. News reporters were outside as I was leaving. I saw a reporter coming towards me and walked out the furthest door I could to avoid her. That night I saw they filmed me inside praying I felt violated. My family was stuck on Long Island with no way of getting out and my thoughts we were at war. I truly had no words to say that might be encouraging at that time.

As I continued to seek God he led me to read Mark 13. In this passage it spoke of end times and buildings being torn down. I felt some peace knowing and some nervousness we were heading in the direction of end times. It was a large blow to NY but many started seeking God over it. Especially those that saw this coming out from the rubble.

So that morning I turned on the TV to see a revival that was started. Everything satan means for bad God turns to good.

Who’s doing the gossiping? Just about anyone that doesn’t catch themselves doing it.

I overheard a Pastor’s wife complaining about a girl that was in the church nursery. It was after bible study we all were talking in little groups. She was not too far away and her tone and the stuff coming out of her made the room so uncomfortable.

She had no idea what she was doing. When you do this it opens doors for evil to mount up larger than what you’ve already complained about. We give power to the devil not only in our lives for allowing angry words about another but by passing judgement on another.

Romans 2

2 Therefore thou art inexcusable, O man, whosoever thou art that judgest: for wherein thou judgest another, thou condemnest thyself; for thou that judgest doest the same things.

² But we are sure that the judgment of God is according to truth against them which commit such things.
³ And thinkest thou this, O man, that judgest them which do such things, and doest the same, that thou shalt escape the judgment of God?

How many of us are guilty of doing this? Complaining about is gossip.

There’s nothing productive coming from talking negatively about another.

We are to go to the person directly or take another person with us to resolved conflict. Not try yo form a lynch mob of people to agree with you.

When you gossip you are confessing another persons sins for them. Wouldn’t that be better for them to do? They answer for themselves not you.

Most gossips are jealous using negative information to defame your character. Think about it the things they tell others about you, would they ever share about themselves?

October 30th I came home from shopping and an 800 number was popping up on my phone. I picked it up and a recording started to play saying you spent $100 in Whole Foods Market, $65 Trader Joe’s and because it was a computer voice the only thing I heard next was $400 in Canada. Of course I pulled back the phone and looked at it like you’re crazy! I called the number back to speak with a customer service representative and they asked me if I was in a restaurant in Canada that afternoon. I said “Absolutely not how could I have possibly been when my last two transactions were done locally?”

It was brought to my attention by the customer service representative that a charge of $400 was made at a restaurant that day in Canada. They also informed me they did not process it because it looked suspicious. I asked them how was that possible when I had my ATM card in my hand? They said there’s a new scanner device that could be used up against my purse. But the person that scanned the card would never be able to use it again. I was like ok fine so we go on like it never happened have a good day! The Representative said ” We have to cancel your card and issue you a new one”  I said “No need the person can’t use my card but I can because it’s still in my possession. Their answer was we had to close it as soon as this happened. The pit of my stomach went into knots. I asked “Would this card you are sending have the new chip that is on all the cards from banks in the world?” They said “Yes it would have the chip” I said “No thank you I’m not following that system” The bank representative tried to persuade me but I refused.

Now why would I not to follow the rest of the world in this new bank system? I believe it is a part of New World Order.  And my biggest concern is it’s the mark of the beast explain in the bible.  Revelation 13:17¹⁷ And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name. 

You won’t be able to buy or sell without it either in your head or on your forehead or from what I believe in this new card system too.  Please do your homework. here’s some videos explaining concerns like mine about these cards. Click on the blue to view – Chip implant concerns from 2014, ( I hope the man in the video meant kill the beast system) Scripture reference mark of the beast , credit card chip mark of beast system

Ever wonder where the vain imaginations came from? Must have been drugs, or occult influence smh. An error where kids were born from cabbages that turned out bad ending up in a garbage pail. Pacman had a family and that seemed virtually impossible ;/

It was a time of colors exploding into bright neon. A hairy man named Chewbacca, never spoke but everybody knew what he was saying. Lots of creativity and things that looking back your like huh what were they thinking?

Many artist used drugs to produce in just about every industry. We know this from what was created. Even down to what we watched on TV, Mork from Ork was very much out there, like in another galaxy.

Knowing what the Bible says about vain imaginations I can honestly say the Holy Spirit wasn’t a part of these outlandish things. But yet the ab-norm was the norm.

2 Corinthians 10:1-6

10 Now I Paul myself beseech you by the meekness and gentleness of Christ, who in presence am base among you, but being absent am bold toward you:

² But I beseech you, that I may not be bold when I am present with that confidence, wherewith I think to be bold against some, which think of us as if we walked according to the flesh.
³ For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh:
⁴ (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strong holds;)
⁵ Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;
⁶ And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.

Ever wonder why God hated him? Well, I think it was because he had everything in the kingdom of God, including eternal life and gave it up for satan. Esau to me represents a satanist or someone walking in their flesh, a reprobate following in their own way and God let’s them go. Sin pulls us away from God. So if you are living a sinful life you are no doubt away from God.

God and satan are two polar opposites. You must hate the one to love the other.

You’ll be hated by most because they worship the devil, some of them by default. The Bible says the believers will be persecuted. It’s from the ones leaning on their own understanding.

When you walk with God you walk in the spirit, live by faith. When you live in the flesh you live your life on your own without the guidance of the Holy Spirit. The more you seek God the more he’s in your life. I think Esau was fornicating which God explicitly warns us is a mortal sin in which is very difficult to come back from. And he lived in a pattern of sin that lead him to the point of no return. God hates sin because it makes us slaves to the devil. But he hates it most of all because it may separate us from God eternally. There’s no grace for willful sin. Read Hebrews 10:26 to learn about grace. The blood will cover a multitude of sins but not anything you are doing willfully. So are you an Esau? Do you live in sin and live for you?

Does God hate you for giving up whats rightfully yours, eternity?